Odani Misako "Jibun" with translate lyrics to English

Her song lyrics expose herself, means expose odious side of human nature.  So her song hit a nerve with me, and feel down. However, it is very strange, her song strokes my back reassuringly.

<In Japanese>
Singer name: 小谷　美紗子
Song name:  自分
Odani Misako official web site
http://www.odanimisako.com/news/


(Translate lyrics to English by myself not official translation)

I was relieved when I saw the person who is more stupid than me.
I assigned guilt to other and run away
I couldn't acknowledge my weaknesses
and at last projected every my bad feeling onto the world

I got jealous successful person     Try to find their down side
And at last I found miserably myself
I conclude that everybody is same like me
and at last projected every my bad feeling onto the world

Watching sad news and cry
Then I satisfy that I have a warm heart
Important thing is content of the news but..
I show off about that I could be sad on my own and cry

Running ambulance at outside   Someone suffer at somewhere
however ah.... what I do now..
The person's family should be anxious very much
May be run away form house in a harry
however I stop thinking and said to myself that is not my situation

Watching sad news and cry

Then I satisfy that I am a kind person

Already forgot that I had waned to help the person who was the maim person of sad news

I discuss about world's problem to show off that I'm a great person

victim of myself

Anybody can do that just a talking even me  

I conclude that everybody is same like me

and at last projected every my bad feeling onto the world

Try to see myself clearly again.